exciting and at times stressful
mind-wrecking...
I went in at their peak
work intensity was high
everybody was sucked into their work
the office is cold
and i'm feeling the coldness from people...
though there're glimpse of family-ness.
working past 7pm and reaching home late..
leaving only 2 hours before I sleep at 11pm..
Not sure if this is the kind of life He has called me to...
Perhaps it's just my 2nd week.
Hence having these second thoughts.
Give myself more time...
and I'll probably ease into it.
At least 1 to 2 years...
before evaluating what's the next step.
some of my colleagues actually asked me
why I chose this firm?
And when i said I applied to URA and HDB too,
they exclaimed, "why not go there?!"
Haha...perhaps they felt jaded already.
Stat board has their benefits and perks.
Attractive indeed.
Work may not be as challenging and exciting.
Nevermind, give this a shot first!
I'm curious to find out from my colleagues
who has family and kids.
How did they manage?
Now, i'm just looking forward to long weekends,
weekends with NOTHING on my schedule...
of course don't mind hanging out with syota.
Look forward to taking leave...
even if it's just one day or two.
Look forward to short holidays...
and hopefully can go Korea with family
at end of the year.
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