(written this @ Vivo city waterfront deck
before meeting my Sec exco prefects for dinner...
a pleasant writing time though...)
It's nearing the end
but I can't see the end, yet.
Not sure if I can get there, gracefully.
Still finding my way perhaps.
Been through many ups & downs
I've come so far to where I am now
I should never give up
For i know I will finish this race.
I want to taste the sweetness of success
But the journey to the end are just so hard
to carry on at times
I want to scream and shout
To burst into tears & let my emotions flow.
I want to run to you
And be comforted by your warm embrace.
Your little gestures of console
I'm so deeply grateful for
The sheltering moments from friends
Lending me support when I'm withering
and turning into a raisin, juiced.
Wonderful Counsellor, Beautiful Saviour
Why can't I just get it?
Do I have to go through all these agony?
I feel like walking away
Throw my hands up in the air and say,
"It's enough."
You know me and you search me
And you give me what is best for me.
It's so difficult to submit fully to your will.
Oh God, strengthen me and help me to trust.
Renew me
Recharge me
Make me whole and spur me on.
Perhaps I should bravely take up the cross.
No matter how hard people is gonna strike me down.
It's just means to make me stronger and
To improve on my "ways" (thesis).
I'm on my way
And I'll strive on.
Positively and Joyfully.
