Monday, April 6, 2009

It's April!!....

6 days late...wanted to post something on April Fools' Day.
Wow.
Wow wow wow.
It's less than a month to my thesis submission.
Exciting and unnerving.
Uncertain of the outcome still.
But feeling much better and lighter now
as my design is progressing.
Really thank Him for that.
This "passion" journey is coming to an end,
it's seems like the time when i broke into cold sweat
and trembling in fear while praying is over.
the scourging, the rejection, the piercing of thorns...
all seemed to be over.
All i seemed to be experiencing recently and probably
in the next few weeks,
is perserverance.
To finish walking this journey to my "Calvary"
With people lending a support on my way there,
cheering me on.
Although i will still bound to fall once in a while
in the next 3 weeks.
I shall pick myself up readily.
Whatever the outcome, may i trust in Him
although while i'm writing,
i'm already filled with doubt.
Wondering if I can take it should my thesis not make the mark.
Surrendering.
Submission.
Offering everyday up.
Living everyday as if it is the last.
Putting my best put forward.
Stay focus.
Resist from facebooking and getting distracted.
Keep a regular healthy pace for my submission.
Breathe and take stock of life.
To not lose sight of what's truly important
and to not be tempted and fall into the hands of Satan.
St Michael the Archangel, please protect me.
And also hoping and praying for my fellow archi frens,
to keep their spirits up and jia you!

Had a great weekend i must say.
But feeling guilty at the end of it for not being
productive at my thesis work.
well, worry and regrets is of no use.
I'll just make it up by working harder and more efficiently
over the week.
Yes! Woots...almost 1am.
Gotta sleep and get to sch early tmr!
A brand new exciting week awaits.
Holy week.
Easter vigil @ Risen Christ. =D

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